At the End of the Day

(Author's note: This poem was first published at ninaalvarez.net, as winner of her 5th anniversary poetry contest. Thanks, Nina! And congratulations on 5 great years supporting poetry and poets. —MAB)

A simple place to write with a friendly pub nearby.

Land to grow vegetables and herbs for our evening stew.

A landscape of pasture lands, a river nearby for fish,

the cheap cuts of steer or pig, a plucked chicken

(save the parts for stock). A cast iron pan. Good wine.

A quiet place to read where the land stretches its legs,

reminds us that we are humbled eternally by grace and

beauty. To know these moments is our only ambition.

At the end of the day you come home to what you are.

The corporate ladder is climbed primarily to patch walls and

change light bulbs. The serene young blonde at the corner bar

has aspirations. She will either live them or not, both results

equally poignant. The herons defend their twilight, blue-grey

mystics in a perpetual stance of expectation, until their wings

explode in the urgent energy of exploration. Mythic dances

unfold unobserved. These are our first angels. The moon in

           

daylight pretends to be a cloud. Nimbus or cumulus, I’m unsure.

In daylight the moon is a won ton, cloud-swallowing minister,

the monk who chops wood before and after enlightenment.

Wood chips on the grill smoke white cloud riffs against the sky.

The clouds themselves are thin fish bones; sky soup. The breeze

moves through us at the same pace as clouds. The moon

remains still. The moon is a skull in this light, not threatening but

ponderous. Strange dreams flow out of it that remind you of the

long poem by Harrison. The moon in daylight said this to me:

You are the changing line in the I Ching symbol that suggests

you will be a great man one day. I am buckled by the notion,

having no such pretensions. The old man who told me we are

born with nothing has it wrong. We come into this world

with everything. We leave with everything.

c. 2012, by Martin A. Bartels.
Part of my new collection, Unlanguage